In the field, waiting for hometime
On one side, the losers, all shapes and sizes
With scruffy hairstyles and stained clothes
Scared and insecure, waiting for a chance
On the other side the populars, social and cool
The latest fashion, better looking, strong and tall
With all they want, enjoying life
Knowing they are held higher than the rest
A no man's land between them and their prey
Where no man dare walk, out of fear
The unpopular fear the mockery
The populart fear losing everything
The popular, they treasure their position
Held at the top of a monarchy
Meanwhile, the losers pray for a chance
Hold on to hope of equality
In the field, waiting for hometime
On one side, the losers, all shapes and sizes
With scruffy hairstyles and stained clothes
Scared and insecure, waiting for a chance
On the other side the populars, social and cool
The latest fashion, better looking, strong and tall
With all they want, enjoying life
Knowing they are held higher than the rest
A no man's land between them and their prey
Where no man dare walk, out of fear
The unpopular fear the mockery
The populart fear losing everything
The popular, they treasure their position
Held at the top of a monarchy
Meanwhile, the losers pray for a chance
Hold on to hope of equality
Woah, this place is dead. Or maybe it's just because I never hang out here anymore.
Anyways, for you guys who actually want to know what my life is like at the moment, I'll just go ahead and tell you.
I've been okay I guess. I just got my diagnosis for ADHD and I am eagerly waiting for the medication. I've made many more friends than last year, (which, well, was the time where I did not have anything else than internet friends). I've studied people and seen them make good and bad choices, I've seen people smoke, drink, going to parties while I'm at home at the phone trying to comfort them after what they did at the party. I like this lifest
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1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Sure why not
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Twitter?
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I guess
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Mum...
5. What are you excited for?
Idk
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Mum, again
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
My chair
9. Have a best friend?
That would be :iconsimplyappz: and :iconGorgutzdawarlord:
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Kinda
11. Do you think teenagers can
Ugh.
My sister really annoys me sometimes...
For example, she never washes dishes properly because she's in too much of a rush to talk to her friends on her iPod, yet she has a go at me for rushing WHEN I HAVE A FREAKING CV TO DO TODAY
And then she acts shocked when I suddenly get angry.
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Why do I have this family
I do it a lot. I worry about my friends. Are they depressed? Do they still cut? Do they hate me?
I need to stop it.
I worry about myself a lot too. I'm used to screwing up, I always do it.
But lately, it's like all my screw ups are so much more... heavy.
I've said and done really stupid things and screwed up friendships. I've had to lie for no reason, I just have to. I even managed to break part of my brace. I SNAPPED A PIECE OF METAL WITH MY TEETH. HOW.
And I'm too scared to tell anyone. I'm too scared of the consequences even though I now I'll get caught eventually.
For example, my dentist appointment is 2 weeks away. Because I've